The owner girl ❤️

There was a girl who was very self-sufficient from a young age. She knew how to bury her emotions and hide her pain. She knew how to heal, she knew how to hide her tears when she didn't even know how to protect herself. She never opened up to her parents or her friends; she was too self-esteemed. She had her dreams, she had a brave spirit, she knew how to fly 🕊️—she had her Wings  . She grew up dealing with her own problems, comforting herself, and being her own best friend. She never opened up to anyone.she smiled, laughed, and had a beautiful glow 🌟. She was mature beyond her age......!  Life hit her, a harsh storm came and broke everything, snatched everything away—her wings, her potential—and left everything broken. It's like "khud se dil dar sa gaya ha, andar kuch mar sa gaya hai."  She's haunted by the fear of dreams, loud voices, harsh hearts "asmaan SA aatii hui khamoshii " left wondering if her prayers will ever be enough! May life smile upon ...

 Keyaa ap KITABEIN nah parhtaa ?  Books my loyal companions, my trusted friends. While people may come and go, books remain steadfast. I am so reserved in my friendship circle aaahhh let e me correct this it's not a circle it's a dot by the way 😂 but the major part of dot is books......My journey with books began in class 9, and since then, I've devoured hundreds, each one leaving an indelible mark on my mind. KITABEIN parh parh Ka dimag kharab keyaaa ha the famous dialogue I heard about my self 😄 but they didn't know that Books have been my guiding light, imparting valuable lessons, offering sage advice, and teaching me to rise above life's challenges  They've helped made me mentally king woman I have read literature , history, self-help,Safar Nama, islamic , liberal, and a lot of fictional books also I cried with them in Their sorrows and laughed with them in the joys this is another kinda level bond ap nah samjhenga......🫡  Mujhe mere kitbao na kabhi dhoka...

I've spent a significant part of my life dealing with this silent suffering you can say this headache ( sar dard )and I'm not sure where it started or why ? What's the basic reason of it But I remember feeling helpless in front of my pain. My mind's nerves would be so overactive, and the pain would be overwhelming aaahhhh !  I'd often think about cutting off my own brain nerves or thinking about that if I had a brain tumor or hemorrhage ? I'd search the symptoms of brain tumor and relate them to me ; my anxiety would skyrocket. Kuch log Kuch khwab wrost KO wrost banana Ka hunar rakhtee ha or they made it more more !!! I consulted numerous specialists, underwent treatments,or najane kithe therapies and took medication for years. For 2 years, I was dependent on a neuro specialist's medication, feeling like a mental patient. Whenever I thought I was better and tried to skip medication the pain would return.i reached my breaking points ! Mne khud ko samjhyaa.......